I welcome you to my world
My heart is beating for a person, an almost-perfect person. I didn’t expect this person would do something like this to me. I think this is what they call ‘love’. I always tell myself, who needs this love when you can get them for your parents, but it just feels so different. This special person in my life made my heart beat like crazy, made me go crazy in love, made me do things I can’t believe I did. Even though, he makes me happy, without even knowing it. My heart has been beating for this special person secretly, and to tell you, it’s hard. I had a feeling that his heart also beats for me but nothing was for sure, since it is hidden. Forgot to mention, my heart has been beating for about a year now, since the day I met this special guy. To continue, yes, it was hidden. I don’t have the courage to tell him since I am really afraid of the thing called rejection. But even so, I made a way to make him even just to know me. So surprisingly, when I introduced myself to him, said my name, I was surprised that he knew me already. Somehow we’re getting closer now but it is still a mystery that he knew me even though it was the first conversation. So I figured maybe his heart was also beating for me. Well, that is not the only sign I saw to tell that maybe his heart is also beating for me. I just felt it. But still, nothing was for sure. Last Valentines’ Day, just to let him know that there is a heart that beats for him, I sent him a ‘love token’ or whatever you call those things. And since I am not ready for revelation and I am afraid of rejection, I sent those items anonymously. Until now, he doesn’t know that I was the one who sent them. We’re friends until now. My friends are forcing me to admit it to him but still I didn’t have any courage to get from anywhere. Until this song of 2PM reached its way to my knowledge. I came to love the song. Because of this song, I somehow got the courage to admit it. Like I was crazy over this song, especially the line where it says “listen to my heartbeat, it’s beating for you…~”. I want to dedicate that line to him. I badly want to say that my heart is beating for him. So until I get full courage to tell him someday, I’ll tell him. Thanks to this song for the courage it gave me to go on further on the stages of life in the field of love.
Found it somewhere.